First Time for Everything

A month or so ago I was debating whether I should enter a show at Prix St. Georges or not. Was I ready? Was Hwin ready? Did it really matter? I wasn't sure, but ultimately I decided to enter. Eventually I was going to have to ride the test for the first time in front of a judge. The second weekend in August seemed like as good a time as any. I knew that we didn't have all of the movements down, but I'm not sure we ever will.

I discussed it with my trainer, Katie Cook, and she encouraged me to think about it logically as she always does. She asked what my goal would be in taking Hwin to Vermont Dressage Days. I mostly just wanted to try it. I wanted to go out and ride the test and have fun. Hwin and I hadn't shown in two years and I wanted to get out there again. Besides, I bought my shadbelly and I wanted to wear it!

As show day got closer though, I got my usual nervousness. I always say I just want to have fun, but I always also want to do well. My competitive side tends to come out. Fortunately I was able to keep myself under control and my nerves calmed when I arrived on the grounds. Doing PSG meant that Katie and I were in the same class. I have been to a lot of shows on my own so I didn't want to bother her with asking for coaching when I figured we would be on at the same time. She also had several other students to coach and I didn't want to add to her plate. She would have been happy to help me out, but I also kind of like doing things on my own. I have the same horse on and off the farm and I know what I need to do, so I take a deep breath and do it.

The test itself went well and was fun. Hwin was good as always and tried her best. We didn't get all of the changes and lost some impulsion in the canter pirouettes, but there really wasn't much more I could have asked of her. I left the arena feeling pretty good about it all. I was stunned when I got my score of 63% and ended up FEI adult amateur reserve champion for the day!

Katie was the first to find out and tell me. She has been such a great teacher and friend. She has always encouraged me to continue when I didn't think we could do it. I wouldn't be doing PSG now and with such success without her behind me every step of the way.

Suddenly my USDF silver medal is within my grasp. Unfortunately I didn't get that coveted 60% the next day, but that is OK. Hwin and I were both tired. We will try again.